whenever summer break comes up, all i do is stay at home and sulk in bed..there's really nothing to do and even no money to spend and hang out in malls..how pathetic!! but nah, i'm so used to it.. i'm not the type who goes out every single day, suffice to say, i find happiness in my own solace..!! you think that sulking in bed won't ever do someone any good, well, think again.. for in these times, i'm giving myself a break from all the stresses and pressures in life..it gives me time to think of what i did and how things have been going on in my life..it just gives me space from the oh-so-chaotic world and awards me with a clutter-free mind..i've practically been thinking and ruminating about who i've come to be right now.. so many ingredients mixed to produce such complicated lady.. if you call me a lady, that is..i don't know if this is really what God wants me to be.. but nevertheless, if He placed me here, then there must be something out of it..i know i've not been the good daughter, helpful sister and perfect friend that you all expect me to be.. or i think, should i say what i expect myself to be.. as much as i want to please everyone around me, my actions and deeds doesn't correspond to what i want to do.. there's always something that hinders me from doing those things or circumstances don't permit me to do so..sometimes, we are just in the wrong place at the wrong time but, oh, not with the wrong people, i guess.. but it seems that being in that situation makes it right.. for you see, it makes us understand that we are not here to live perfectly and we are not here to delight everyone..as long as we don't step on other people and disrespect their rights, we can do whatever we want to do.. but of course, it's always with limits.. for as quoted in a song "too much of something is bad enough.." there are those individuals who judge people quickly without even knowing them, stereotyping, the worst of it. or like judging someone with what he/she has done according to one source..but i must say that each one should know the other side of the coin... but i guess it isn't always that easy, and you'll just understand it when you're faced with that situation..but i guess the most wonderful part of it is that even if many are thinking bad about you, the persons who truly understand you and accept you for who you are will never ever despise you..they may get angry, nag at you, point out your wrong but they will never ever condemn you and accept you with open arms.. i'm just so thankful with the friends i've come to know, thank you for whenever i'm with you, i can always be myself, yes, i admit i sometimes do make facade..but i'm just human, one way or another all of us may do that..thank you fro believing in my capabilities, skills and abilities..a big thanks for your listening ears and for all the laughters, tears, frowns and weary faces we've shared..you know who you are.. clues, anyone?! nah, whatever happens, you will always have a special place in my heart.. thank GOD for all the blessings, big and small.. most of all, thank God for giving me such a wonderful life,
sugar and spice and everything nice..
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"we can do whatever we want to do.. but of course, it's always with limits.." --> so true... |
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bravo! bravo...:)